Posted by: neyomi on: 2011/09/27
English:
I awake just like every other morning
My cigarette turns to ashes
I can’t defy the chaos of life and death of the present….
Hey? Are you smiling now?
Since my body will become ashes someday… I’ll surrender myself to my fate
What was your favorite song again?
Because my emotions are already hitting me
Once again, I’m being smothered by the incessent rain and winds of reality
Hey…where are you?
Losing love is more painful than loving
The past remains in my glorified heart
More than being loved in the past, your absence right now is already…
This poem and the rhythm of that time seem to have been forgotten
“If you look back on it, you’ve no regrets right?” well, since you said it I can only nod…
This room feels so big without you in it… I’ve already turned my eyes from the reality of life and death
Losing love is more painful than loving
The past remains in my glorified heart
More than being loved in the past, your absence right now is already…
Even the past I shared with you seems to vanish…
Quietly seeming to vanish….
Romaji:
Karanu asa ni mesame
Menthol ga hai ni natte yuku
Sei to shi no konton toshita ima to iu jikan ni sakaraenakute…
Nee? Ima kimi wa waraeteiru?
Kono karada itsuka hai ni naru nara… boku wa unmei ni mi o makaseyou
Kimi ga suki datta uta wa nan datta kana?
Kanjou wa mou oite kita kara
Taemanai ame to genjitsu no kaze ni mata tsutsumare tokete yuku
Nee… kimi wa doko na no?
Ai suru toki yori aishita kako ga tsurai
Kako wa bikasare kokoro ni nokoru
Ai sareta kako yori kimi no inai ima wa mou…
Kono shi mo toki no oto to wasureraresou
“Furikaereba koukai wa nai deshou?” nante kimi ga iu kara unazuku koto shika…
Kimi ga inai kono heya wa totemo hiroku kanji… sei to shi no genjitsu ni mou me o semuketa yo
Ai suru toki yori aishita kako ga tsurai
Kako wa bikasare kokoro ni nokoru
Ai sareta kako yori kimi no inai ima wa mou…
Kimi to futari sugoshita kako mo kiesou de
Sotto kiesou de…